Ruminations of an Irascible Hermit.: Spending time with the Beloved

Monday, June 14, 2021

Spending time with the Beloved

I wasn’t able to make it to Sunday Mass today due to being unwell with a cold/sinus infection past 4 days now. So this evening I felt the Holy Spirit calling me to go spend some time in adoration. Thankfully my parish has a 24 hour adoration chapel.

So I went to go pray, spend time with Jesus and see what God was trying to tell me. When I got there I just sat silently and said to Jesus “I missed you today” and then just silently kept repeating “I love you Jesus”. It made me think about people in relationships who miss their beloved and just like to be in their presence, not necessarily doing anything but just miss being with them.

It was a nice reminder of the intimacy that Jesus is calling me to in the eremitic life. A life of union and intimacy, learning to be with Him, rest in Him and just BE.

I wasn’t able to receive Jesus in Holy Communion today because of being unwell and not attending Mass, but it was a good reminder that I am still called to Eucharistic intimacy in other ways.

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Please note. I am a Catholic layman, not a qualified theologian or philosopher. What I say and write here are my own personal thoughts and ideas, although I always try to conform my writings to the Magisterium of the Church.

I- with firm faith believe and profess everything that is contained in the symbol of faith: namely,

I believe in one God, the Father, the Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, of all that is seen and unseen. I believe in one Lord, Jesus Christ, the only Son of God, eternally begotten of the Father, God from God, Light from Light, true God from true God, begotten, not made, one in Being with the Father. Through him all things were made. For us men and for our salvation he came down from heaven: By the power of the Holy Spirit, he was born of the Virgin Mary, and became man. For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate; he suffered, died and was buried. On the third day he rose again in fulfillment of the Scriptures; he ascended into heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father. He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead, and his kingdom will have no end. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord, the giver of life, who proceeds from the Father and the Son. With the Father and the Son he is worshipped and glorified. He has spoken through the Prophets. I believe in the one holy catholic and apostolic church. I acknowledge one baptism for the forgiveness of sins. I look for the resurrection of the dead, and the life of the world to come. Amen.

With firm faith I believe as well everything contained in God's word, written or handed down in tradition and proposed by the church--whether in solemn judgment or in the ordinary and universal Magisterium--as divinely revealed and called for faith.

I also firmly accept and hold each and every thing that is proposed by that same church definitively with regard to teaching concerning faith or morals.

What is more, I adhere with religious submission of will and intellect to the teachings which either the Roman pontiff or the college of bishops enunciate when they exercise the authentic Magisterium even if they proclaim those teachings in an act that is not definitive.